just some thoughts

Guess it is time to do some serious business.
It's been really long since the last time i stayed up and study on normal days(means not pre-test or something).

Have you ever feel something that alr in the past haunting you sometime after so long?
This is what happening to me now. It is often easy to say 'let bygones be' . Some point in your life, you will still be reminded/reflected on. It is not easy to convince oneself that 'it is my mistake', but somehow i always doubt that you have ever tried. Or maybe I'm pre-occupied by my own thoughts. 'Life is sometimes miserable', I agree, but why it has to you?

Many times I told myself to draw the line, but why am I hesitating? A friend of mine told me :'' you should just do it!', but thats after hearing the story from my side. I'm afraid to make the decision, I'm afraid that it will be a mistake. Im longing for a 2nd opinion, which only you can give me.

Oh sh*t, getting a little emo, think i should stop here!