Waiting for my PP to load, so decided to update a bit on my long abandoned blog.
Back in Malaysia on the 19th September and enjoyed my one month holiday with a whole different feeling. Reason being, I don't have to go back to Manipal, I'm staying in Malaysia for good!! Advantages and disadvantages being near to home, one thing that I'm much relieved, is being out of Manipal, out of the circle.
The first week been busy for me although it is just orientation. Have to settle down and get everything ready for class on the coming Monday. Lucky that I have my car, which make things much much easier. Also, having a car=will have a few free meals. LOL
I'm starting off with psychiatry posting. Maybe it is a good thing for me to start here as per my current condition, or maybe not. Revising my psychiatry notes before class makes me pay much attention on 'delusion of reference' . I think I'm falling off balance of that perspective. Anxiety is the cause maybe?
I thought it will be a fresh start, but it turned out bad. Partly of my mistake, I admit, but don't blame it all on me. I've set a new attitude since the first day and keep moving forward, but people keep moving back. I did what I could, but law of communication doesn't depend on single party. It needs harmonious of both sides to make things out. As chinese often says, 'you don't clap with one hand' . If that's the way you want it, fair enough, I'll make things easier for us.
* PC, I'm much courageous to confront them in this situation. *
Driving back to Melaka tomorrow and let's hope I can start fresh and focus on the important, and throw the unnecessary. May God give me strength.
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