Im fine!!

Was so eager to update my blog for the past few days,

but felt so reluctant after taking my bath....

Im neither free nor busy lately...Moderate i supposed...

But definitely more free than 1st and 2nd year..

Currently being posted in OBG....erm...have not tackle my interest into this profession...still prefer peads...

Things are better now...

Something is not right but couldn't tell what went wrong...

Something is different but couldn't point it out...

Sudden change of things being 'used to be' now and no longer 'still is'...

Honestly, I do realized the obvious something, but refused to admit it...

for a very stupid reason that my mind keeps telling me....

I guess ppl do grow up and perceive things differently huh...

Today it might seen bad for me, but after a night or two, everything is back smooth again...

Does this means I don't care? or I cared too much till I need to fill up the blank gaps with a satisfactory imaginary explanations??

I'm too tired and exhausted to consider all these...

''Dear Betty's mind, please do not process this part of the mind, the hardware will get stuck and jammed if you do. ''

p/s : Strength of family is not to be neglected..lol..